Sarachilla

Sometimes I scare myself. It's either I feel like I eat too much or two less. I feel guilty if I eat over 400 calories a day, and guilty if I don't. Somedays I don't eat at all and someways I eat two square meals.     I exercise to much. I eat too less, I know. They all say I'm average weight, yet I don't feel like it. I look down to much at myself and see a huge blurge of fat. Yet this is not true at all; my thighs don't touch, I can fit my hand around my wrist, I have a flat stomic, ect... I'm as skinny as an Victoria secret model but there are still girls skinnier.     I see other girls around me who weight more and need more makeup